Advents (New York City) - Stigma (feat. Vincent Torres)

Locked inside but always free
It comes and goes so easily
It's taking its toll on me again
It’s something I thought I could keep within
The blood that runs inside me
The fear is never changing
Waiting until I come crashing down
It buries me deep in the ground

There's something in the walls
And I can hear them calling me
Always
Nothing’s what it was
I'm being haunted by someone I couldn't be
Always

I'm trying to embrace what's gone
Through every stride and mistake
Worthless
An aberration, I pass it on to you
I can't undo it
It won't improve

Can I control this consciously
I think that I’ll degrade before I get away
I pray you won't get the best of me
Though I can't help but believe the worst in you
Is still a part of me
And will always be

I gave you an apology
The vice is tightening
And now I can't escape

There's something in the walls
And I can hear them calling me always
Nothing’s what it was
I'm being haunted by someone I couldn't be
Always

Swallowed whole by all of your weaknesses
I am defined by my shadow
Cycles that make me feel it’s meaningless
I am defined by my shadow

There's something in the walls
And I can hear them calling me always
Nothing’s what it was
I'm being haunted by someone I couldn't be
Always

There’s something in the walls
And I can hear them calling me
Nothing’s what it was
I pray to God that it won’t get the best of me